Here's to us

You're falling at your feet (giving everything up...)
There's something in the way, love is never enough
I see your sorry how I'm burning down the gun
With a war in your mind that never wants to be won
I catch you in a light no one else can see
I know you see her, and you'll never see me
She makes you feel the most, keep your souls alive
But what we had (it never really died...)

And this is what I'll say if I had any words
Wish we hadn't messed up, now your heart is with hers
And I know that your love wasn't here to stay
I gave you all of mine but you gave it away
And now you're the one who hurts
You had to love someone else just to know your worth

But here's to us, here's to us, here's to us
Yeah, this is just a phase, pretty sure of that
And one day, you and I, we will never look back
You kept me in the flames but the fire was out, the fire was out!

And this is what I'll say if I had any words
Wish we hadn't messed up, now your heart is with hers
And I know that your love wasn't here to stay
I gave you all of mine but you gave it away
And now you're the one who hurts
You had to love someone else just to know your worth

And this is what I'll say if I had any words
Wish we hadn't messed up, now your heart is with hers
And I know that your love wasn't here to stay
I gave you all of mine but you gave it away
And now you're the one who hurts
You had to love someone else just to know your worth

(But here's to us, here's to us, here's to us...)

o.O

I am very, very pathetic and I'm well aware of that. I wish I was hit by a car and lost a big part of my memory. So yeah, total loser.

Doubt

So, if you JUST wanna look through some porn pics, there are tons of sites over the internet for that, right? Then why would you go over a social sex network? Unless, you know, your're actually looking for more than just pictures...

Hello

I belive I should stop with the whole lyrics thing, lol
I just wonder how much and for how long a person can affect you. And as stupid as having this blog may be, it's all I have since I can't talk to anybody about these things. First of all because I know how ludacris this is and, you know, people get tired of hearing you nagging over and over again about the same things, specially when that ship has definetely sailed. And there I go again, explaing all of this to myself... whatever!
Right now, I just wish I was at the beach. Just sitting there with my ipod, thinking about life and enjoying the ocean breeze.
I guess I'm just frustrated with what's been going on with me, with school getting so crazy, wanting to quit my job and my bf back to his old and very bad habbits. Now, as much as I love to chat with myself, I really gotta go but something tells me I'll be back real soon... *sigh*

Someone Like You - Adele

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now
I heard that your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things, I didn't give to you

Old friend
Why are you so shy
It ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah

You'd know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised in a summery haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over yet

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah

Nothing compares, no worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes they're memories made
Who would have known how bitter-sweet this would taste

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah, yeah

Mon Amour

I think you are living in denial
Oh can't you see she's pretty wild?
And every night I pray that you don't knock her up
'Cause I still want to be the mother of your child

They say "l'amour est ne a Paris"
So she's planned a little trip to France
while she's in anxious anticipation
I really hope you have a horrible vacation

And so you think of me when you arrive.
Hope the french fleas eat you both alive.
And your room smells
And the toilet doesn't flush
And locals treat you mean
And the service takes too long

'Cause I'm fragile and you broke my heart in two
But you just smile
Like it's all the same to you, to you

[Chorus:]
But when you learn your lesson
Come like a prodigal son
Read the big sign at the airport
Bienvenue from Hell, mon amour

And when you learn your lesson
Come like a prodigal son
Read the big sign at the airport
Bienvenue from Hell, mon amour

Where did you get the ability?
To make fakes promises to me
You are exactly like
a politician
Need everyone's approval just to see if you are doing right.

And I hope you both freeze under the Eiffel Tower
So you end up throwing in the towel

Hope you'll miss me
And someday you're gonna see
That I put my trust in you
But you turned you back to me.

'Cause I'm fragile and you broke my heart in two
But you just smile
Like it's all the same to you, to you

[Chorus:]
But when you learn your lesson
Come like a prodigal son
Read the big sign at the airport
Bienvenue from Hell, mon amour

And when you learn your lesson
Come like a prodigal son
Read the big sign at the airport
Bienvenue from Hell, mon amour

[Chorus:]
But when you learn your lesson
Come like a prodigal son
Read the big sign at the airport
Bienvenue from Hell, mon amour

And when you learn your lesson
Come like a prodigal son
Read the big sign at the airport
Bienvenue from Hell, mon amour

Mon amour, mon amour...

Passengers with destination
Passengers with destination
Passengers with destination to Hell
Please proceed to your gate, we are ready to board now

Flinch

What's it been over a decade?
It still smarts like it was four minutes ago
We only influenced each other totally
We only bruised each other even more so

What are you my blood? You touch me like you are my blood
What are you my dad? You affect me like you are my dad

How long can a girl be shackled to you
How long before my dignity is reclaimed
How long can a girl stay haunted by you
Soon I'll grow up and I won't even flinch at your name
Soon I'll grow up and I won't even flinch at your name

Where've you been? I heard you moved to my city
My brother saw you somewhere downtown
I'd be paralyzed if I ran into you
My tongue would seize up if we were to meet again

What are you my god? You touch me like you are my god
What are you my twin? You affect me like you are my twin

How long can a girl be tortured by you?
How long before my dignity is reclaimed
And how long can a girl be haunted by you
Soon I'll grow up and I won't even flinch at your name
Soon I'll grow up and I won't even flinch at your name

So here I am one room away from where I know you're standing
A well-intentioned man told me you just walked in
This man knows not of how this information has affected me
But he knows the colour of the car I just drove away in

What are you my kin? You touch me like you are my kin
What are you my air? You affect me like you are my air

"I never thought I'd end up here
Never thought I'd be standing where I am
I guess I kind of thought that it would be easier than this
I guess I was wrong now one more time

'Cause I try to climb your steps
I try to chase you down
I try to see how low I can get down to the ground
And i try to earn my way
I try to tame this mind
You better believe that I am trying to beat this,

So when will this end
It goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keep spinning around I know that it won't stop
Till I step down from this for good"

I think eventually, things will get better...

*sigh*

"Why do you do this to me?
You penetrate right through me
Every time I wind up back at your door

No need to cry about it
I may just die without it
Every time I wind up back at your door"

I hate you.

Infatuation

Baby, I don’t want to spend my life on trial
For something that I did not do
And maybe if you stopped and looked around some time
I wouldn’t pass right by you

Maybe it’s because you are so insecure
Maybe your pain don’t care
Maybe it’s the chase that really gets me off
I fall so when it’s just not there

Burn another bridge, break another heart
Try again, it will only fall apart

Infatuation
Not seeing the rest of you is getting the best of me
It’s such a shame that you shot me down
It would've been nice to be around
I’m touching your skin
If it’s only a fantasy, then why is it killing me?
I guess this must be infatuation (I want it…)

Try to put my finger on what burns me up
It always seems to escape me
And when you have decided that you’ve had enough
Just tell me where I need to be

Now I'm facing something that I've never had
To ever deal with before
She left me with the feeling that she’d had enough
And I’m the one wanting more

Burn another bridge, break another heart
Try again, it will only fall apart

Infatuation
Not seeing the rest of you is getting the best of me
It’s such a shame that you shot me down
It would've been nice to be around
I’m touching your skin
If it’s only a fantasy, then why is it killing me?
And I guess this must be infatuation (I want it…)

I’m so attracted to you
The feeling’s mutual too
And I get scared the moment you leave
Get so hot I forget to breathe, yeh

Infatuation
Not seeing the rest of you is getting the best of me
It’s such a shame that you shot me down
It would've been nice to be around
I’m touching your skin
If it’s only a fantasy, then why is it killing me?
I guess this must be infatuation (I want it…)
Ooh (I want it…)
Ooh (I want it…)
Yeh… (I want it…)