Countdown

Eight weeks from today I WILL change. I will be the way I've always wanted but never got the guts to do it. I know I have to be more disciplined (is that right???), stop with the junk food especially! I ate a little popocorn today and I shouldn't. I know is not much, but is all about discipline and i didn't do what I said I was going to. But I woke up today and went to the gym. Point for me.
Now, I think its better to go to bed if I want to try to go tomorrow. We'll see.
My cat died today too.
I've got cramps.
And amazingly I'm in a good mood. Actually I don't feel bad neither good, just listening to a reallt mellow song, but eveything is alright.
I WILL get that guy. Or I will finally give up b/c HE doesn't want me.
Whatever, I'm just nonsensing...