o.O

I am very, very pathetic and I'm well aware of that. I wish I was hit by a car and lost a big part of my memory. So yeah, total loser.

Doubt

So, if you JUST wanna look through some porn pics, there are tons of sites over the internet for that, right? Then why would you go over a social sex network? Unless, you know, your're actually looking for more than just pictures...

Hello

I belive I should stop with the whole lyrics thing, lol
I just wonder how much and for how long a person can affect you. And as stupid as having this blog may be, it's all I have since I can't talk to anybody about these things. First of all because I know how ludacris this is and, you know, people get tired of hearing you nagging over and over again about the same things, specially when that ship has definetely sailed. And there I go again, explaing all of this to myself... whatever!
Right now, I just wish I was at the beach. Just sitting there with my ipod, thinking about life and enjoying the ocean breeze.
I guess I'm just frustrated with what's been going on with me, with school getting so crazy, wanting to quit my job and my bf back to his old and very bad habbits. Now, as much as I love to chat with myself, I really gotta go but something tells me I'll be back real soon... *sigh*

Someone Like You - Adele

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now
I heard that your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things, I didn't give to you

Old friend
Why are you so shy
It ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah

You'd know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised in a summery haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over yet

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah

Nothing compares, no worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes they're memories made
Who would have known how bitter-sweet this would taste

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah, yeah