Nothing That's how I feel, like I'm nothing. I don't have a job, I didn't get in college, and, on top of that, today I was reminded by one more person that my love life is going down the drain and that in a matter of a couple of months my boyfriend will be my ex, lauching to a new and exciting life across the country. Oh, yeah, that's just wonderful. I've spent the last few months studying like a bitch for nothing and listening to people telling me that I'd surely get in. Really? I did not wanna spend another year doing this all over again. Oh yeah, and there's also that guy, that used to be my friend has been around me again and I confess I only let him because I'm angry that my boyfriend is leaving and we're breaking up... In a way, it is a way of revenge, wrong I know, but I admit feeling this way... I don't care, I just wish I didn't have to be like this, I wouldn't even be talking to him... fuck it, I don't want him either, specially after what he's done to me and oh yes, he still has a girlfriend, how nice is that? I guess all I can do now is pick up my sorry ass and go back to my studies and my sorry little life. Right now I don't like myself too much...