Sunday, January 26, 2003

Artist: Pink
Song: Just Like A Pill

I'm lyin' here on the floor where you left me
I think I took too much
I'm crying here, what have you done?
I thought it would be fun

I can't stay on your life support, there's a
shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me
itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes
being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me
ill
You keep makin' me ill

I haven't moved from the spot where you left me
This must be a bad trip
All of the other pills, they were different
Maybe I should get some help

I can't stay on your life support, there's a
shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me
itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes
being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me
ill
You keep makin' me ill

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me
ill
You keep makin' me ill

I can't stay on your life support, there's a
shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me
itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes
being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me
ill
You keep makin' me ill

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Saturday, January 25, 2003

Tomorrow will be a week since the last time we were together. Now I'm getting scared.You might show up anytime now. I hope not, I don't want that to happen b/c its won't be b/c you realize you wanna be with be but just b/c you might be bored. I'm so tired of this, I'm so tired of myself like this.
I gotta find someone else. I'm so tired of being lonely...... :(
O qq custa alguém gostar de mim?????????????

Monday, January 20, 2003

Its been so long since I last wrote.
I thought I shouldn't see you again but I did it last night. We ended up getting together and afterwards during a conversation you told me you couldn't fall in love again anytime soon. I couldn't get more the hint that you had no feelings for me whatsoever. And you also said that you cared a lot for me and liked me, thats all, and also that you belive that we fall in love with a person as time goes by.
Either way, I'm done. I love you and I know that as a fact and I just can't stand the idea that you don't love me back. I felt lonely and used. I don't belive that we "eventually" fall in love with someone, and even if that was true you had plenty of time to fall in love with me.
You know when we cut ourselves and then we need stiches, and how much annoying they are, and how much it hurts but we need to do that to get well? That's how I feel. I got myself "stiched" last night. It hurts like hell, but it is what I needed to do be okay.
I still love you and i know it will take a while until I let this go. I hope you don't call me b/c I really won't answer although I want to. I just can't stand the fact you don't love me back and I can't go on with that. I ought to just learn to let it go and move on. I hope you'll find someone someday you'll love. I wish I was her. Oh-well...
"You're in my mind
All of the time
I know that's not enough
If the sky can crack
There must be some way back
For love and only love"