I said it before and let me say it again

Even when we know that something is gonna happen, is horrible to be sure of it.
I don't like the idea of knowing that you're killing yourself and soon you'll be gone.
I can't change it and as much as I know its not my fault that this is happening, I feel like maybe I could've change it if I was there. The only thing I know I can and will do is pray for you, so when this sad time comes someone will be there to rescue you. I'll pray that you go in peace, I pray that someone will be there to help you, and I pray that someday we'll see each other again. I love you and forever I will.