Dear EX:
I'm soooooo hurt by you!! The bad thing is I know that nobody can help me, I gotta learn to let it go by myself. I just wish this was easier. I hate this feeling. I don't know if miss you because I'm still in love with you or I'm just feeling lonely. One day a friend of my mine said that a relationship is only over when one of the parties falls in love with somebody else. Did you find someone else and I'm still here lingering on a felling that is dead? Am I going to find someone soon? I'm kinda sure I don't want you back, but I wanna let you and this feeling go. I'm so tired of this, I feel so stupid and abnoxious. I keep wondering if you are going to call me again, but at the same time, I don't want you to call me.
I wish you'd send me flowers. I wish you'd prove me that you really want me back. I wish you'd come after me. I wish you'd change. I wish things'd be diferent if we got back together. You'd care more, you'd show more, you'd be there for me more. And more than anything else, you'd love me more. I miss your smell, I miss your touch, but I'm not really sure if I actually miss you.