Last night I cried and I've come to realize that everytime I cry b/c of someone else is b/c I try to pass all those feelings that I had for you to that person. But they are not you, they never will and i don't know if there will ever be someone that I'd love as much as I loved you. Maybe one day I will look back and see that you were only my first love not the only love. Maybe I don't miss you at all, maybe I just miss the felling, miss having someone that could look into my eyes and feel me, know me. If i could only know what to do and make this pain go away, then I'd know I will okay.

Outside - Staind
And you can bring me to my knees...Again
All the times when I could beg you please....In vain
All the times when I felt insecure....For you
And I leave my burdens at the door

But I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All the times that I felt like this won't end
It’s for you
And I taste what I could never have
It was from you
All the times that I've tried
My intentions, full of pride
But I waste more time than anyone

But I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All the times that I've cried
All this wasted, it's all inside
And I feel, all this pain
Stuffed it down, it's back again
And I lie, here in bed
All alone, I can't mend
But I feel, tomorrow will be okay

But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you