This sucks! Its been over two weeks and although I'm really pissed at him I just can't let it go that easily. It hurts!! I've been used by him and I never thought I would and it hurts like hell. The good part of this is that I want more than ever to work out.
I'm so pathetic, I started this blog b/c of one guy and now, by the way, he has a girlfriend and I can careless, I keep writing about somebody else.
In 4 months it will be a year since it all started with my "ex-friend". Well, he used me, no good friend does that, so he ain't my friend no more.
Just changing the subject of a moment, I just remembered this song me and Vivi used to listen when we were in that crapy place:

Artist : 3lw
Song : No More

im gettin a little tired of yo broken promises promises
looking at your pager seeing different numbers and numbers
call you when your studying, hangin with the fellas the fellas
hanging with my girls you always gettin jealous 'n' jealous

i was with you when you didnt have no dollas no dollas,
hangin at the crib chillin wit yo momma yo momma
never fronted you never brought the drama the drama
now you flipped the script playa please

no im not the one...say it again say it again oh...no im not the one...
you do or you dont

{chorus}
you do or you dont dont
you will or you wont wont
no more no more baby ima do right
you can or you cant cant
be a man be a man man
no more no more baby ima do right

you treat me like a lady when you open doors and doors
but then you wanna front when you wit your boys your boys
how you gon play me when i bought yo clothes yo clothes
the clothes that you be wearin when you wit yo does yo does
you know you never thought that i would have the nerve the nerve..
you think about it more since you at the curb the curb
blowin up my pager say you want a chance a chance
listen when i say playa please

{chorus}
you do or you dont dont
you will or you wont wont
no more no more baby ima do right
you can or you cant cant
be a man be a man man
no more no more baby ima do right

i just wana know...what happened to our love?
we used to be best friends...where did it go wrong?
when ya gonna see how good it is with me
im tired...and im through with all your 'listen baby'

{Kiely Ki's rap}
hey yo your promised me kate spade...but that was last year
boy in the 8th grade...and you aint biggie baby boy so no it aint
one more chance...when your friends around you dont wana hold my
hand...and now you see a girl styling
and wildin inside the mix...hoppin
out the whips...the whips the five and six...
yes fly chrome..so pardon my tone
....here go a quater go call Tyrone

{chorus to fade}
you do or you dont dont
you will or you wont wont
no more no more baby ima do right
you can or you cant cant
be a man be a man man
no more no more baby ima do right
no im not the one sing it again sing it again
no im not the one im tired of hearing baby ima do right
no im not the one never again never again
no im not the one baby im not the one
no im not the one say it again sing it again