Retrospect

I went back to the beginning of this blog and started reading my first posts. It is so funny and embarrassing at the same time! Either I'm whinning about this guy who I spent most of my life in love with or I'm trashing men in general.
The funny thing is that I got over all of my boyfriends way faster that I got over this guy. Sometimes, I'm not even sure if I'm completely over him because until this day, he's present in my life. On top of that, after the last facts, I started wondering if I had made the right choices in the past. All I know is that things are different now, I'm more mature and have a different view from all of it. I can say I was more emotion driven back then and now I rationalize more.
I guess if I was anyone else, I'd think I was really man-dependant. Maybe I never really cared for blogging when things were good, I've always wanted to write when I needed to get something off my chest. Unfortunatelly, it has always been love-related, lol.
I still write about the same "topic" (sort of), but I think my problems are more mature. I'm well aware of the decisions I have to make now and maybe I don't whine that much...? Anyway, I belive that the good thing about this blog is that I can always look back and see who stupid I was and avoid the same mistakes... lol