This is so not fair!! If only she had taken me home first, I wouldn't have to see his car... I night was doing so good. I hate him. And mostly, I hate myself. Why can't I just be over him? This is so retarded! Why, do I still cry for someone who doesn't deserve me?
"Knew the signs, wasn't right, I was stupid for a while. Swept away by you and now I feel like a fool. So confused, my heart's bruised, was I ever, loved by you? Out of reach, so far, I never had your heart. Out of reach, couldn't see, we were never meant to be. Catch myself, from dispair, I could drown if I stay here. Keeping busy everyday, I know I'll be okay. But I'm so cconfused, my heart's bruised, was I ever, loved by you? Out of reach, so far, I never had your heart. Out of reach, couldn't see, we were never meant to be. So much hurt, so much pain, takes a while to regain what is lost inside. And I hope that in time you're be out of my mind, I'll be over you. And now I'm so cconfused, my heart's bruised, was I ever, loved by you? Out of reach, so far, I never had your heart. Out of reach, couldn't see, we were never meant to be. Out of reach, so far, you never gave your heart. In my reach, I can see, there's a life out there for me."