Arrrrrgh!

I DO NOT WANNA BE A MOMMY!!
I DO NOT WANNA BE A MOMMY!!
I DO NOT WANNA BE A MOMMY!!
I DO NOT WANNA BE A MOMMY!!
Did I make myself clear?
Like usual, there is so much to say, so little time, and yet, I have forgotten everything.
I've been with the man of my dreams and yet I've been told that he's not mine. Okay, what's up with that?? How can something feel so damn right and YET is not supposed to be? I'm very pissed about that. Though, I must confess that sometimes I feel just a friendship coming on... But, couldn't it be BECAUSE what I've been told? Confusing, very confusing.
For now, I'll just enjoy the perfection in my life and we'll see about the future later.
I'm very tired of work; as the work itself. I want to work with what I really want, not this, well, at least not at the place I am right now. It's overwhelming!! Gotta a test tomorrow... If you're not happy with something, you gotta do something about it, just complaining won't work so I'm taking matters into action!
Well, that's life, I did have important statements to make to myself.
::shrugs:: Who cares, I'm the only one who reads this anyway! LOL
Well, off I go... wanna watch so senseless tv... be back someday....