No imagination

Inside a bus, during work, in my bed... that's when I feel like writing! Amazing! I'll never get out everything that I want when I need...
Well, let me see, the last thing that has happened... actually it was been happening for as long as I've been dating. It's all fine and perfect, really, but since nothing is perfect in life my relationship has an expiration date and something tells me its gonna be a year from now. And as much as I know that there is somebody for me and somebody else out there for both of us, it is very hard to understand or even accept.
How can something that is so perfect not meant to be? Really, somebody explain that to me! Sometimes I wish we've never met... then again, this is going to be the only really decent and good relationship that I'll be able to remember for the rest of my life... Then what? I guess it would be easier to end if it was a shitty relationship, I wouldn't feel guilty nor have this feeling of complete loss...
At least I know I'm not alone in this and for whatever is worth... We'll see how this is going to end...