Every fucking time...

I really thought that suddenly i was going to see my weight change. Its been the same forever!! I thought I was going to loose some, but didn't. Now, the cool thing is that even though I haven't loose weight I gained more muscles and lost fat. Good job for me then. SInce its been working for the past year screw the scale and I'm keeping the same routine I have. I don't mind if it takes forever until I gain the shape I want, I'm not going to loose 8609509507kg all in once to gain it all back later. Slowly muscles starts to show and fat starts to disappear, clothes come loose and I come happier than ever. Thats what matters, right? Not much people noticed this, maybe just my sister, actually, but I know that next summer I'll feel more confortable on the beach and I'll finally use small bikinis (not that huge thing I've wore in the past summer). I don't care if people say I was okay before, okay is not good enough for me, plus, I'm doing this for myself, not anybody else.
Its not the fact that I'll look better that counts, but the fact that I got my sorry ass up and DID something to change what made me feel bad. Yey for me! :)