lOvEfOOl

"Lately I have desperately pondered,
Spent my nights awake and I wonder
What I could have done in another way
To make you stay
Reason will not lead to solution
I will end up lost in confusion
I don't care if you really care
As long as you don't go"

And this is just another ordinary story of one more broken heart.
I'm trying to get used to the idea of being alone just to see how it feels; it really hurts. But I guess this what I'm supposed to do; it will hurt regarless if it's now or in 5 months. I'll miss a hell of a party though.