"How long before I get in
Before it starts, before I begin?
How long before you decide
Before I know what it feels like?
Where to, where do I go?
If you never try, then you'll never know
How long do I have to climb
Up on the side of this mountain of mine?
Look up, I look up at night
Planets are moving at the speed of light
Climb up, up in the trees
Every chance that you get is a chance you seize
How long am I gonna stand
With my head stuck under the sand?
I’ll start before I can stop
Before I see things the right way up
All that noise, and all that sound
All those places that I have found
And birds go flying at the speed of sound
To show you how it all began
Birds came flying from the underground
If you could see it then you'd understand"

Right now, I'm driven by my future success. Nothing else matters. Now, everything is so clear! It's just a matter of time. And as for my relationship, end or not, I don't care that much, I kinda can't belive I REALLY don't care, but so far I just don't. I'm obssessed by my studies and nothing else. So, if it ends, I'll probably won't date (or even go out!!) at least until I get in college... what a change... It's all so clear! This is what God wants me to do... and so do I!!!!!!