This gotta be enough

I am completely aware that I only write here to complain about my love life, but who else will put up with this crap besides a blog which is not entitled to have an opinion? Hahaha... I can bitch as much as I want and there's nobody to say a word about it.
So here we go again; but hoping this will be the last time; at least for this one.
Last night after saying goodbye to one od my classes, the very cute student I have there remained for last to say goodbye. Well, he almost kissed me. Four times. He hit on me BIG TIME. He wanted to give me a ride, but I refused, knowing that it would lead to something else because every time he came closer to kissed me, GOD, I wanted him to turn a little more...
Later on he came to talk to me over the internet and I gave him my phone number...
While we talked, I was looking through my bf's scraps and I saw a msg a guy left him and decided to read his reply. They were talking about where to go after graduation and he happily answered that he was going to Fort. and as I read that I started thinking to myself: "What am I doing with him? This relationship has no future whatsoever, I'm constantly being reminded that he's leaving (and I'm staying) and I'm passing all these opportunities to meet new people..."
I'm pretty sure that's why I gave the guy my phone # and something just clicked at that second! I gotta face this and break up with him, and as much as it hurts when I think about it, heck, it will eventually hurt anyway...
Plus, I'll feel pretty stupid when the end of the year comes and he's all happy to be moving and I'm here. He IS NOT going to change his mind and I got my whole life ahead of me to life and although I know I'm not gonna die because of this, it is still very difficult to do it.
So as for tomorrow, I'll be single again.